Steph got me to watch Don Juan DeMarco tonight.
Typically I'm really really really bad with watching new movies (unless with a date for some reason). We had been struggling to find anything to watch and that movie just happened to be on HBO so we just kept up with it and...I loved it.
Greatest lover in the world. Well! It was just another silly movie but it bummed me out.
I tested the waters with Wayne again and, not surprisingly, there was no response.
I swear, I am trying my hardest just to let this go. Like people say "It was just one date." I guess it was more to me...or at least I wanted more. I felt a little bit more. Especially when I was with him. I'm not that delusional that I made up the idea that he had a good time. I'm just so hurt that I am soooo easily forgotten.
How do I accept that? I'm something easy to let go, something easy to forget about. How does one swallow that fact?
It is definitely not easy to let go of those feelings, and it is sad to be forgotten like that, but it's GOOD that you are having these feelings! I am a firm believer that those that believe strongly in love, which you do, will ultimately find the love of their dreams.
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